7 Years of my lovely Dad..

I don’t know what happened with this number, but I really love this number. But today this number became a special. It’s been 7 years now since I lost him, yet it’s still hard to believe. I love you dad.. I miss you so much.. sometimes I fell that it wasn’t fair, you leave me, yet I can do nothing, but I believe that there’s you must be more happy in a place called heaven…
Thank you for teaching me the value of life…
Thank you for my childhood memories…
Thank you for all the little everyday things you do…
Thank you dad.. you teach me how to survive in life…
Because without you, I can’t be like this.

Now your little girl became a mother of two sons and a very handsome grandsons. You must be very proud of them. Radya seems like you, now he almost 3 years old, every little things he does reminds me of you, the laughter, smiles and sweet annoying/teasing that always make me smile. Maybe coz he has a same star sign like you, so all the things he did seems familiar 
And baby boy Pandya, he’s a year now, he more calm and funny, he always make his brother smile.He make my world more complete and perfect..
I love them both.. hhhhhh…

Thank you dad, you’re the greatest gift I ever had and thank you for all the things that you’ve done for me, your bless, your pray and your hardwork untill our family like this right now..

Saturday, 15th August 2009, 7 years ago since you leave me..
Though you’re not here with me and celebrate my successes.. but your spirit, your love and your dedication always be with us forever..
I promise will take care of Mom and my little brother like you did for us..

I hope.. up there.. in heaven… you’re happy with smile..
I love you and I miss you so much dad.. but God loves you more than I do.. Amin ya rabbal alamin..

[August 2009]
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
(To Where You Are lyrics-Josh Groban)